Okay So I've had a lot on my mind lately. I am about to start my Final Semester at SUU and then i don't know what i'm doing after. NO clue! gah. its hard for me to not know whats happening soon.
I'm nervous about moving back to Cedar City because A. I dont have a job yet, B. I have no idea what my roommate situation will be like and C. I'm going to miss my mommy. haha I admit it i'm a Mommy's girl and I love being home.
I know I have this Spiral Effect brain pattern where i think, okay I'm going to graduate, but then I wont be able to find a job and then for the rest of my life i'll be working low end retail and never get anywhere, I wont be able to pay back my student loans, then i will fail at being financially stable, go crazy, get fired and end up being the lady with a target cart who lives under bridges...phew....
OKay okay, i know this is very unlikely but I still get stressed over things i cant plan for. I guess this is just one of those life things i need to conquer and figure out.
Okay so Some things i'm Happy about, I'm quitting walmart! yay! i only have 11 days left of that place. I appreciate to have the job. but enough is enough of the late hours. OH I'm going camping soon! that is a plus. I love being out side and sleeping in tents. maybe the Cart lady thing isnt that bad of a life choice? ha
anyways thats all for now. thanks for reading my rambles. Its been a lot on my brain and its nice to vent .
